Black/White Fascination

Someone asked me the other day, "Why is it all about black and white with you?" She asked as if I make her uncomfortable or as if she is seriously wondering why I am grossly fascinated with race. I am! Race and Religion dominate several open areas of my brain. Race maybe consuming you if the picture made you think...and think. Or if it intrigued you...or irritated you...

The Shadow’s next installment:

http://theshadowseries.blogspot.com/2010/05/difference.html

*BTW, that is not me pictured in the photo. Would not mine if it was though!

It is amazing to me the level of pervasive negative sentiment that has suddenly arisen and that has become nationalized and owned by the American political landscape. This landscape consists of conservatives, Republicans, and right-winged Americans. Mostly white people. The Tea Partiers and alike.

For the first time in my history as a ‘de facto’ American, Generation X-ers are experiencing the doom and gloom apocalypse rhetoric. The world is ending because of…

Prior to the 1970’s (my infant/juvenile decade), America’s most divisive time that my historical education and memory can fathom was the 60’s. Like the sixties, some overwhelmingly believed that the United States was going to hell in a hand basket while others of The Culture of Change boldly initiated the efforts of sacrifice with hope and dreams. Many believe that this violently explosive moment in time was well worth it. The German Sheppard attacks were proudly welcomed to solidify righteous defiance to injustice.

Now that real Americans, descendents of the Pilgrims, are experiencing financial hardship and mass unemployment, that aforementioned sentiment is unabashedly lurking - and in some ways on the verge of lynching America.

In my analysis of where America is headed, my question has been one of Constant Contemplation: Why has America Suddenly Become Hell Bound? Not completely hell bound in the minds of those who have bought into the most recent and necessary Change Mantra. No. These people have been sold with passionate conviction. Convinced Change is abound. And, several of the purchasers of the Change have believed for years that America’s chickens are roosting. So, the hint of Change is a welcoming concept. But, one can’t help but believe with caution considering the United States has proven time and time again that she is xenophobic.

My interest is with those men and women who have conveniently ‘reconsidered’ their optimism. Optimism that has drastically moved to pessimism simply because the Change Agent is mulatto. Yes, there have been numerous writers and commentators who have connected this thought and behavior to the most recent Black History, a true African American man elected president. However, those of us who are tuning-in may need to question the vehement disagreement and jaded thinking about the future of America. If not, the Doom and Gloom thought process may just infiltrate the thinking of those hoping for Change. Psychologically that can be an easy process. Negativity, not reality, seeks and breeds the weak-minded. And, from my ongoing perspective of those who own Change are cognitively manipulated with ease. Similarly to the Jewish men and women who were against the extermination of Jesus – but somehow became sideline supporters of Pontius Pilate’s indictment of the Messiah.

It is my hope democrats and liberals will not fold. Cave in as a result of the overbearing Weekly Standard chatter. It is my hope that the Change Acceptors will not sleep at the wheel. If they do, the Empire (America) will hold true to what it has always been:

Right without Righteousness

Written by Brian E. Payne.

Sunday Morning Contemplation

Topic: Does Brian E. Payne believe in God?

"The Christian Believer's business should be if they are adhering to what their jealous and vindictive Christian God has asked of them."

Don't be terrified...click on the link.

http://sundaymorningcontemplation.blogspot.com/

When did Saggin Begin, Pre-Adolescence?

I tried to 'keep my eyes closed' as I traveled on the Marta today. Tried even harder as I approached downtown Atlanta. No telling what one may see or witness especially when one has to change trains at the Five Points stop.

I really don’t like to interface with what many may describe as ignorance. Foolishness. It literally pains me. Hurts. Yeah, it comes in all forms and colors – but…

I am really trying my best to call this ridiculousness what it is: A Condition. A Sickness. An outcome of slavery. I definitely will not stay with the latter description too long considering black people have in countless ways defied the affects of America’s most brutal act! Let’s just call it An Illness.

So, as I left a multi million dollar skyscraper with ‘out of touch blacks and whites’ - I was brought back to a Black Reality. The attached pictures today’s story.

If you are frustrated with your attempts to make out the photos:

The picture is a pic of a 4yr old boy. About that age. He is saggin. Saggin big time. I saw his kiddy boxers! A 4yr old sucking his thumb? Saggin more than my son was a few weeks ago before I laid down more Man Rules. Real rules that will help him – not taint him. (If ya interested in reading the definition of tainted rules click http://theshadowseries.blogspot.com/2010/02/tainted-man-rules.html.  

Back to the post toddler. By the way, the little man was with an adult! Maybe his saggin brother.

We are in trouble! We = Black People.

The trouble is starting so much earlier. So young. Pre-adolescence?? Wow!

Carter G. Woodson and Ralph Bunche are embarrassed I am certain.

My eyes are opening now. I am leaving one of many areas of the Atlanta area that many despise. Dislike. Lord knows I never wanted to close my eyes when it came/comes to black people.

I will travel downtown tomorrow and search for our essence: Beauty. Intelligence. Pride. I will look for it...like I did today. I did look for a positive. I really did. No shyt!

So, please help me…help us by sharing a positive ‘black story’. Enter it in the Comments section below. Do it…Please. Leave your positive for all to read. Go ahead. Find one. Think of one. I dare ya!

*One condition: Nothing related to sports or any other entertainment.

I dare ya again!

Brain E. Payne sharing and daring.

Arizona Concern

A few days ago I was feeling "detached". Unconcerned! Well, as of today I am feeling ATTACHED. A bit concerned!

Here is why:

"I am from Russia. I reside in Arizona. Have been for years. At least 10. I am undocumented. An illegal alien. Over the past week, I have been thinking how this new law will keep me safe. Safe from being deported. Take a look at my picture (above). Do I look like I am suspicious? Based on looks alone, would there be a reason for a police officer to stop me and demand my 'papers'? Guess I am in the clear. Thank God I look like the majority population!"

I read this on a blog site. Supposedly, posted by a real person. A Russian.

Wow!

Does not have to be a true account. The message is clear. Right?

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Slavery, Who is Guilty?

http://www.finalcall.com/artman/publish/Perspectives_1/article_6932.shtml

"Equal culpability and responsibility"

is definitely a far reach...however, we must accept and admit that a significant amount of African brothers did participate in 'selling' our ancestors to the evil European enslavers. To do so, means that we are being fair to history. Historically responsible. What the Final Call article - which is well written - did not do is completely and scholarly refute Henry Louis Gates' claim. Until we move in the direction of refuting without personal criticism/attack of Gates he will continue to garner believers of his research. In many ways, Gates has an intellectually advantage considering he is backed by Havard University.

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Education Dilution

Do you believe education/academia is being diluted by online education/online degree attainment? Also, what are your thoughts on the numerous 'storefront' colleges and universities? Storefront in the sense these schools do not appear to be creditable. For example, if a person graduates from a Clemson or Tennessee it is considered commendable because of status and name recognition. On the other hand, if one obtains a degree from a ITT Tech, Strayer University, or Bellevue University it is somewhat considered 'low valued' by academia and the employer community.

School selection is critical...

Name is everything...?

Brian E. Payne sharing.

The non-Evolution of the Dark

At one time I was confident that darker skin would take off. Would lead the pack in choices. I do recall one moment in recent history when the word was, “Light skin brothas have played out.” I somewhat felt sorry for my high yellow home boys. Secretly, I was gloating. Happy that my grandma given nickname, Black Boy, would be substantive and possibly garner me more dates. It did. Well, not the name of endearment – but my dark skin became an asset. White girls love the Jack Johnson look!

http://www.glapn.org/sodomylaws/jackjohnson/home_sigimage_top.jpg

In the total picture, scope of world affairs, dark skin has been a curse. Think about it…most people of darker skin tone have been systematically sodomized by the Powerful. Among this Powerful is the white Western structure and God. Again, think about it…white men have imperialized most of the East, savagely brutalized Africans with slavery as their tool, and hoodwinkishly raped the native land we refer to as North America. In all their savage efforts to do what was done to them in Europe, the white occupiers have succeeded at demonizing all that is black…except for the financial markets (in the black is good). And, I have not forgotten to elaborate on The Creator. God, Himself, has sanctioned the mass murder of people of dark skin. He has not protected any of his skin cursed children. Think about it…who are the recipients of God’s wrath mainly? All you have to do is think about natural disasters. Where do they mostly occur? I will not answer the questions for you. Just think about the faces we see in the news.

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Before the brief period of what we thought was the skin color evolution there was a cultural caste group in India by the name of the Untouchables. These members who were less fortunate to be a part of a more acceptable caste have experienced unimaginable cruelty at the hands of light skin people who look just like them. Some anthropologists have dubbed the treatment of the Untouchables as the strongest racist phenomenon in the world. And, I thought black slaves had it tough?

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Before the brief period of what we thought was the skin color evolution there was a time when black women, like Angie Stone, could not pay for a date. Black men preferred the Rosario Dawson colored chicks – and lighter. Some black people, particularly black females, believed that these brothas were color struck. I always wondered what that meant. Umm…color struck? I guess I was struck by light at one time considering I dated several half breed colored sistas. Actually, grandma inquired about my selections: “Why do you always bring them almost white girls home?”

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Before the brief period of what we thought was the skin color evolution there was/is a siddity social body that used a paper bag as a litmus test device, the Alpha Kappa Alpha organization, to help determine if a female could gain acceptance. This is not a hidden fact. Most have heard or read about the internal discrimatory policy. The policy: If the young lady who wanted to pay for her friends was a slight shade darker than the paper bag she was ‘black-balled’ from being an AKA. Thank God for the Zeta Phi Beta Sorority, Incorporated. They were/are welcoming of the dark skin rejects. I have been told too that the Zeta’s do not size discriminate either:

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With each example of days past presented, we remain before the brief period of what we thought was the skin color evolution. Dark skin women still have a difficult time getting the number of date proposals as light skin women. Indians still to this day detest dark skin in all forms including dark skin black Americans. I can attest to that! And, those AKA’s…still have skin color issues after so many years of exclusivity

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What is so ironic about this topic:

White people are still steadily trying to be what has been and remains despised within their Power structure and overwhelmingly hated within black American culture, DARK. Go figure, tanning bed white people have learned to appreciate the dark while we (black folk) have not completely accepted the

http://www.blackhandside.net/112308_1750_FashionsNew2.jpg.

Written by Brian E. Payne. Inspired by

http://jenniedarko.blogspot.com/2009/09/complex-magazine-names-10-hottest.html

Mo as the Abused

I am so thankful Oprah has us talking again. She always seems to get us going over something. While her show has never been a 'black talk show' - Oprah's producers do find a way to hit black people in the face with their dirty laundry. I can appreciate that. I have found that black people often times need to be backhand with a smelly pair of underwear. It is a tough blow at first - but in the end the funk at least starts a dialogue.

Black people have been molesting each other for years. Nothing new. Mothers do it to daughters, fathers do it to sons, uncles do it to nephews, and aunts do it to nieces.

Where black people have failed in addressing the issue is with SILENCE. No one really talks about how Kistina was fondled for years by Uncle Bobby. It is common knowledge - but to speak it brings a forced level of responsibility to do something about. Yeah, other folk have this problem...I am aware. Me nah be dat shallow.

Some are faulting Mo for 'when' she made her abuse public. Does it matter? Some are saying that Oprah 'loves' to project black males in a negative light. Really? These are frivolous additions to move the topic from the forefront. The fact of the matter is that Mo's brother, according to her, molested/sexually assaulted her - and now a conversation is commencing with hopes we will begin to address child abuse without tip-toeing - and do something about it...like seek counseling. This could be an opportunity to talk with children about getting ‘touched’ in the wrong place!

Ironic, Catholicism's Main Man, The Pope, is said to have hidden what he knew. Wow! The Main Man, The Leader of Vatican - KNEW and did NOTHING. Goes to show black people ain't the only ones keeping secrets...but I will say that The Vatican should be charged by a World Court/United Nations/some international body for their CONSPIRACY of cover-up!
No…KEEP him AWAY FROM those kids:

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Brian E. Payne sharing.

A Chilli List

There is much talk about Rozonda Thomas, her new show, and this 'list'. Lord knows I tried to be positive without fusing in reality. Notice that word: Reality? Lately, reality is mistaken for negativity.

Back to Chilli.

‘Man this man that.’ So tired of this chatter about black men and them being No Where to Be Found. Two weeks and counting of me hearing about the pathetic desperations of black women when it comes to men. It is absolutely disgusting. Yuck.

Was watching the Today Show this morning. Matt did an excellent piece on Working Moms. http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26184891/vp/36500286#36500286 - No black woman featured. That's to be expected. However, I began to think about the conversations we (black people) are having lately: ‘Man this and Man that.’ I began to think about how much black women focus on not having a man or believing that there are not any good black men. Then it hit me: The Message.

The message black women send to their daughters, nieces, and little girls in general...and teenage females. That message: You are Nothing without a Man.

I will stop here. But, before I go onto something worthy of my time (i.e. reading about the humanitarian, Alicia Keyes) I want to share with FEMALES an email a female friend sent to me after I asked her to help me find Chilli's 'list'. Here it is (below). Please read aloud the last paragraph!

“Hey Brian,
Can’t locate an all out list but here’s the closest I’ve found. She proceeds to run down a few items on the list. Chilli’s man can’t:
Smoke
Drink
Eat pork

Chilli’s man must be:
Super Fine
Have a six pack (abs)
Be well endowed
Love God

Never did she say he needs to be honest, sincere, ambitious, have a since of humor, intelligent, love kids, because we know she has a son. I just find her to be really shallow and self centered.”

Picture above: Beautiful...but she has turned me off big time. Big time. Amazing how attitudes and mindsets can ruin beauty...

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Remembering Ron

My mentor, Ronald B. Wilkins is dead. Died on his birthday, April 10.

Over the years, as he got sick, Ron spent his final days extremely low key. The declining health really affected his spirit. It unmotivated him. He lost part of his faith. This after his faith was rocked by The People he so desperately tried to inspire and help never really grabbed a hold of his message. That was his biggest heartbreak.

Ron was a dynamic man. He loved people - and wanted to see a better place, here on earth.

I remember when I first met him. I was at my internship site on the first day. After unsuccessfully trying to convince the man who was supposed to show me the ropes of one particular recreation department that I was his responsibility for the day, Ron stepped in and took me under his wings. I never left...even after shallow-minded people told me Ron was a homosexual, and that "people think you are too now that you hangout with Ron."

From that moment, that day - Ron became my mentor. My confidant. My friend. My shoulder. My strength. My reason to be Ron's Soul Mate.

It was him who encouraged me to join the Peace Corps. It was him who encouraged me to complete seminary. It was him who convinced me that all events/things happen for a reason after I had given up on life. I recall that day of suicidal contemplation. It was two days after I had just won my second national championship. Why I was so depressed is no longer a mystery: I got tired of winning for everyone else - and still feeling empty.

The emptiness almost destroyed me. Here I was, a double champion - and I hated life. Life, is what Ron helped me ENTER with his constant sacrificial support, and joyous laughter. I began to smile...as a result of him.

Ron convinced me to be ME at all cost. No matter what people think, "Brian, just be you. No one else can. Love Brian E. Payne." Loving me became special priority!

I have often told people, "Ron saved my life. Therefore, he is my savior." That he was!! No Jesus saved me. It was Ron Wilkins and Brian E. Payne.

Without Ron's intervention on September 9, 1992 I would still be 'sitting and waiting' on someone to 'take charge' of me for a day. Without his intervention on January 18, 1991 I would be long gone from here...not living.

All Praises are Due to Ronald Bernard Wilkins.

"Love you Brian. You are all you have. Seize it while Seizing the Day. Carpe Diem!” -Ronald B. Wilkins

I am me as a result of him. I remain here as a result of him.

A gift from Ron at link below. He bought this album for me. Told me, "Brian, enjoy the music. Be at peace while listening. Peace is what we will have one day. Working on getting there."

Listen...

http://www.lala.com/#album/1153202981693161493/Michael_Lee_Thomas/Sleeper:_Soundtrack_to_a_Dream

Another gift from Ron at link below. He took me to the movies a few months before I departed for my journey with the Peace Corps. Said, "This move reveals love. Love will be right next to you while you are serving. You will find it in You first. Then give it away, Brian."

Rent it...

http://www.imdb.com/media/rm1455133184/tt0108101

Brian E. Payne off to re-center...again. Solitude........

Angry White Men: Don’t Mess with Their Money

I learned in 1980 that the other valued color in America is green. White is the pure-ultimate color, and black is the despised stain. What an easy lesson!

I was ten years old in 1980. Smelling myself was my modus operandi then. Ready and willing to defy momma and grandma – and erection ready. No momma’s daughter was safe. They were all bait and potential victims! Green backs with a sensual smell and lustful look are what the hot girls were as they pranced up and down James Avenue. The New Projects.

While I cherished employment when I started working at age 13, I was not fully prepared to utilize my money in the most effective way. I did not save which in my opinion is a major shortfall for many black people. Some will find that a gross generalization – but I have a lifetime of facts on my side. Who makes up the collective wealth in North America? White people. They have the big saving accounts. They have the property and the land. They have significant ownership in most markets. Speaking of ownership, a philandering Russian can easily acquire NBA team ownership – but Michael Jordan had to bleed before he was granted team dominion. Russians are white…Mikhail Prokhorov: The Russian Is Coming - 60 Minutes - CBS News http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2010/03/25/60minutes/main6333015.shtml

It is believed that black people and what well-to-do white people classify as ‘white trash’ are the blood suckers of the American financial system. That in itself is more than ridiculous…I am of the belief that the filthy rich white men of America are the ticks. They also are relentless protectors of their money. There is an old saying that I have found to be true, “White people will sell out their parents for money.” Something to that affect. If you are white and reading: Yes, your reputation when it comes to money is pretty bad. And, to be fair this is understood about Nigerians too.

Understanding that white people function in this capacity, I certainly understand why the term ‘redistribution of wealth’ is a fiery topic on the internet and conservative talk radio. I knew it would only be a matter of time before President Obama would be linked to the overplayed terminology. It does have a socialist connection – and Barack Obama is a socialist…according to Glen, Bill, Sean, Brit, and Sarah. Guess who this group works for?

As I listen to The Right, I wonder if I were white and wealthy would I be up in arms about the potential redistribution of my money. Money that I earned with the American credo as my motivator, ‘All Americans have the opportunity to be whatever they want, and earn what they are worth.’ Since I am black and broke, I wanted everyone reading to know that I am somewhat leaning on the side of my white brothers and sisters. Well, I am with them while realizing that their ancestors stole everything that they benefit from today. So in affect, the Becky’s and John’s are rich because of their distant cousins willingness to take what makes people wealthy e.g. land.

Understanding this, do you think it is fair for wealthy white people (please be aware that I do know a significant number of black people are well-off too – but they appear not to be too concern about the White House’s efforts to redistribute wealth – Typical) to be heavily taxed, more so than the average person?

Let me close with this, if I were white (no wondering this time) I would be pissed if I looked at my earnings and leave statement – and noticed a total of $2500 in taxes removed from my salary that’s earmarked for some mismanaged social community organized program. I would be flabbergasted if every time I went grocery shopping, saw a fat woman fill a ride along shopping cart with the unhealthiest of food, and then tender with a redistribution of my wealth payment card e.g. EBT card.

Sorry, but I understand the frustration.

Written by Brian E. Payne.

Don’t be Shocked: Bullying is a National Past Time

Bullying was a part of every school day back in middle school. It never failed. Some overweight kid with issues at home – like most of us - was notorious at strong arming me and several others. I will not mention his name in this forum because he is still lurking. If I am not mistaken he has been arrested several times, spent a few years of fed time incarcerated for pushing weight, and now struggling to be different with a Scarlet Letter, Convict. Wanting to be different from what kept him in the midst of America’s government supported illegal activity: Narcotic Sales and Distribution.

With all the compassion I have in my body, I cannot believe that pre-teens and teenagers are killing themselves because a school mate teases and mocks. Mutual public humiliation is a right of passage. Everyone gets a taste of being called: Bumpy Face, Fatty, Big Nose, Elephant Ears, Peanut Head, Darkie, Skinny Stick, Douchebag…the list is long - and brutal. As a kid, you are forced to give up you hamburger while being called a faggot and/or cunt. It is expected to be treated like trash. This is what kids do.

When I was growing up we dealt with it. We went to school and faced it until it was our turn to deliver the vile treatment to the underclassman. I recall an area outside of Mrs. Stumps classroom where my gang (The Elites) congregated in the morning before the opening bell. Our sole purpose was to harass girls and boys who dared to walk down the hallway. We were relentlessly cruel. Did not matter who it was e.g. sweet girls, cool boys, etc. we were out to make the day begin with the most insulting of insults. Then we would continue during lunch with the behavior. Again, it was never ending. But, no one committed suicide.

Actually, I am in amazement that suicide is an option for these kids. Perhaps, I should not be scratching my head at the latest news reports. Youth of today are not like we were. We were strong-willed. Determined to prove each other wrong. Today, what we have is a Nation of Punks that gives the impression that they have it all under control. They don’t. In their independence and information age thinking there is a huge void. They lack a serious amount of common sense. They have a shortage of ‘what to do if’ understanding. They cannot handle the pressure that comes with accepting the role of ‘please dad, I got this’. So, the most recent casualty should not be too much of a surprise.

Options are what we as parents and adults have when it comes to parenting and leading. We are the root cause of the emptiness these zombies for kids possess. We are failing our kids. Expect more suicides as long as we continue to parent from afar while living in the same homes with our children. No dinner time together. No world news viewing together. No Sunday afternoon drives together just to talk. Nope. We too busy on our devices e.g. BlackBerrys and cell phones. And, too busy thinking prayer back in schools will eliminate getting a ‘friendly’ beat-down. Bullying has always one-up’ed prayer!

Written by Brian E. Payne.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FXhtqWnBlI&feature=player_embedded

Blacks without Jobs…and?

http://www.thegrio.com/opinion/black-joblessness-could-cripple-obamas-presidency.php 

Why is this another potential crippling for President Obama? Damn is everything this man fault? Wow! Unbelievable. This problem existed even before Bush.

Should we consider that the unemployment rate is high among black folk because of countless ingrained and systematic issues? One issue could be that African Americans stop connecting education with employment. We basically dropped the ball collectively when it comes to education. Here is another one: African Americans are still discriminated against in the employment ranks. This will always be a factor…especially with names on resume like: I-E-Sha. Another one: Black people may not be getting employed because they are not interested in "doing the job the Mexican will do". Once again, we have to look in the mirror as a people before we start pointing the figure and hoping/praying the President will get us a job.

When I was unemployed I asked myself every day, "Why are you unemployed, Brian." I never blamed President Bush or the factors that are laced in the fabric of America. Come on!

Also, shouldn't there be light at the end of the tunnel for white America considering they are leading the way in most social economic categories?

This is nothing new!

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Making a Case for the Revolutionary, Jesus and Barack Obama

http://www.cnn.com/2010/LIVING/03/12/beck.boycott/index.html?hpt=C1

Something I am not, a belief proponent in the divinity of Jesus i.e. born without sperm meeting egg, his exorcist powers, and him coming back to life after getting tortured and gutted. After reading his incomplete story, intellectually laboring over it in seminary, and debating with holy rollers I have to admit that I do believe, as the story should be interpreted, that he was a man who advocated for social and economic justice. That should be simple to glean from the ancient book of fables e.g. bible.

I refuse to waste your Good Friday time directing you to easily manipulated scripture to support the argument considering I typically use the inspired writers’ fiction as a mechanism to contradict Matthew, Mark, and Luke. That is remarkably easy to do despite the synoptic description. What I will do is advocate for the obvious. Jesus in all His glory was a Revolutionary. If the New Testament is an accurate reflection of His life here is how I know with simplicity that He fought for social and economic justice:

When He suicidal-ly marched in to the temple and proceeded to turn over the money tables he was in fact defying the Roman governmental structure (economic).

When He constantly spoke of assisting the needy and helping the destitute He was proving to the people that He was a man who cared (social).

So, as Glen Beck (modern day Pontius Pilate) continues to pervert (link above) the most valuable memory of Jesus let’s not forget that Beck has a purpose behind his rhetorical ignorance. He wants to prevent movements that are modeled off the most logical understanding of Jesus’ life. He wants to quell any hint of Gandhi’s and Martin’s efforts while pushing the inane unbelievable.

Spending time philosophizing whether Jesus walked on water or not is ridiculously wasteful, by the way. Even I can admit that considering the belief in this is a figment of imaginational faith - and mostly because I do not believe in Harry Potter theatrics.

The church that touts “The Word of God” should be presenting a Good News message that encourages us to stand for Jesus’ work, not His “saving power”. We can only save ourselves. No highly emotional ten minute altar can. No Good Friday dead man can. No hyped-up Easter Sunday sermon should replace Justice! Justice takes passionate formation in understanding that something just ain’t right with today’s replica of biblical Roman oppression.

President Obama recognizes this. Thus the reason he, in his clever and unassuming way, is leading this nation down the path of humbly acknowledging its harmful past and present via change (revolution). It may not ‘fit’ into the hateful political landscape of America. One thing for sure, those who can identify with justice – and not biblical mob mentalities are ahead of the game. This game is not about what occurs in the ungodly House and Senate chambers (similar to the church) – it is about true and dignified revolution. Not a Hate Speech Rally disguised as a Tea Party…

President Obama is in the right historical moment: The Place of The Skull, Golgatha. The home of the crucifixion. One must be crucified to be remembered. All Revolutionaries leave us this way. However, rebuking the Mt. Sinai mob mentality that commenced as Moses ‘met’ with the fireball image of God – and controlling it unlike Aaron did, may keep our Modern Day Revolutionary un-martyred.

Brian E. Payne thinking this Easter Season. Inspired by the inevitable - if history does in fact repeat itself.

This man needs that process that so many believe works. When I was in the Nation of Islam I prayed because it was something I was told I had to do to 'honor the faith'. I prayed as a Christian because I was told if I did not I would go to hell. Well, today if I select to pray - it is because I have exhausted all other options to address my issue. A new concept: Seek solution first then pray? The only solution that will work in this case is PRAYER for President Barack Obama considering most of us (black people) refuse to properly load-up. Get to it, Praying Warriors!

These guys had the RIGHT idea:

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Brian E. Payne sharing.

The Battle Lines Continue to be Drawn

Sarah Palin Says, "Don't retreat, RELOAD"

Michael Uncle Tom Steele says, "So let's start getting Nancy ready for the firing line this November."

Crazy Rush Limbaugh says, "We need to defeat these bastards."

The words incite and encourage violence. The words build a toxic environment. The words instigate division. Possible violent division.

I guess the battle lines continue to be drawn. And, America touts itself as The Best...

America's fire has intensified.

You gonna run.................... or STAND?

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Last Night’s Klan Rally Call

I watched countless white men speak on the Capitol floor whine and complain like they were losing their ability to steal/cheat/lie. Like their world was caving in on them. The velocity of the anger is over the top. They are made ass hell. Ironically, I find it so funny. Scary too.


When I listened to them speak I saw men who may as well put on a white hood and a white sheet. I can't see them as what they are: Congressmen. I see them as men ready to go 'postal'. Their hateful rhetoric incites this image. I believe without any hesitation that many of them are thinking, 'we are losing OUR country to this half-breed Nigger!' Somewhat similar to the hatred they felt when Barack Obama walked out with his family on the stage at Grant Park as The New Black President. For them to witness that probably had them thinking then, 'we are losing OUR country to this half-breed Nigger.'

http://canarypapers.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/obama-first-family2.jpg

Their country?

Think about it: the ancestors of these white men savaged the Native American land in countless ways, threw African men, women, and children overboard ships, lynched well up to 1 million African men/women/in-womb children, sat back while Jewish people were gas-ed, bombed Asian communities, and the list goes on - they did all this to strengthen 'their country' and isolate themselves from the rest of the world - and now a black man is leading the way to change their way of life:

Domestic Imperialism seasoned with brute control at all cost

Who would want to give that up? Would you if you were the most respected species on earth? The White Man. He is pissed. Mad. Feeling what many have felt before: Alone. His ancestors are probably tossing and turning in their slave dug graves unwilling to permit them into THEIR lily white heaven.

The big question remains: Will these white men who speak on behalf of the white men and women who put them in office relent, take their beating, or will they continue to be what their nature dictates?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOdvn2dtM0A 

I have no faith in them changing. They have displayed who and what they have always been on the Capitol's floor Sunday night, March 21, 2010 under the guise of American values and American sanctity.

This has always been about race and will continue to be...unless President Obama gets a little paler.

Written by Brian E. Payne before the vote was taken.

By the way, Republican John Boehner of Ohio is the Grand Wizard.

Reform Facts and Ignorance

The truth of the matter is most of us are ignorant of the facts concerning health care reform. Just admit it. Don’t get pissed off because I told you! I don't blame us for being in the dark. This is the way our elected officials want it to be when they are pushing agendas that they say are what we want. So, no smack down from me. We are just the ignorant in this political gaming process.


We can always pull up bits and pieces of the health care reform legislation on the internet - and actually learn something if you are open to that. But, I must admit that too is a convoluted attempt to understand.

We can listen to the Glen Beck mouth off figures and scream out doom analogies. We can read an opt-ed from a liberal Huffington Post columnist. Or, we can sit in our living rooms and pray for the best to materialize from the pending passing of a drastic change that will not take affect until 2014. Not too long from now...Just don’t develop a pre-existing condition in the meantime.

The Right side continues to whine about the future like they really care about what America will 'look' like 20 years from now.

When did the average American start to give a damn about tomorrow? Seriously, what have we done as a collective group of people to protect our children from debt? Our government has bankrupted social security. The People have allowed this. Our lives have no 'security' - and our children's lives are completely susceptible to the policies and procedures we have enacted via a vote for Mr. or Mrs. Congress person.

The Left side is just happy to final stand behind a new initiative. They are too weak to even put up a legitimate challenge to any legislation the White House proposes. They too concern about appeasing the President.

One weakling gets a ride on Air Force One and his allegiance to health care for ALL gets suddenly forgotten. Wow! A plane ride - and a lifetime of work on health care reform for the poor in his Cleveland district gets scrapped. Democratic Representative Dennis Kucinich has displayed a respectable and hard line position regarding countless issues over the years. But, Wednesday, no matter what type of spin we put on it, he turned his back on his principles. He has wagered his legacy on the 'hopes' a universal option is some how forced upon a most likely Republican controlled congress after November.

My guess the bill will pass.

Those who favor the passing cannot communicate why they care other than: "I believe the President cares."

Those who do not favor the passing are in disagreement just to be in the No Zone.

Leaving all of us ignorants on the side lines ready to cheer or boo when the vote results are announced by Nancy Pelosi.

Until then - take a look at some more "facts" I found (below).

Facts...Yeah, right. I am drowning in “facts”.

http://www.aolnews.com/healthcare/article/the-facts-on-health-reform/19401753

http://www.aolnews.com/healthcare/article/health-reform-whats-in-whats-out-and-whats-changed/19402011
Written by Brian E. Payne. Inspired by the excitement I have to complete my census form.

Howard Stern is only speaking what many have thought

When I listened to him talk about Gabourey Sidibe as if she was an ‘it’. A non human without feeling - I was reminded at that very moment that he was doing what he was suppose to do as a Shock Jock. Therefore, I pulled myself together – and decided not to condemn him. Why should I? The man makes his money off making outlandish comments. It is his job. There is a need for him in this world. If there wasn’t, he would not be employed and he definitely would not have millions of listeners. Now, that I am ‘together’ I have the ability to highlight the more important issue:


Gabourey Sidibe is Among the Walking Dead, The Obese

If you are sensitive DON’T LISTEN:

http://ebonymompolitics.wordpress.com/2010/03/10/howard-stern-calls-gabourey-sidibe-enormous/

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Would Hattie be Proud?

Should we be excited that another black woman has joined the Academy? Should we be elated that Mo’Nique has made her way there via dynamic talent? Or, should we be concerned that another black person got the attention of the elite Oscar Selection Committee by way of a Training Day actor's (Denzel) depiction: a ruthless and demented black character?


Believe it or not some events do make me smile. I am serious! I am happy for Mo! With what makes me happy does bring ‘question’. Criticism. Just the way I am programmed. “Satisfaction breeds complacency.” –Martin L. King, Jr.

Consequently, I have serious troubles with movies that portray black people in such a negative light. When I make the decision to watch a film like Precious it is with significant trepidation. I am often prepared to cry – and think about the condition of so many black people around the world while understanding that the events in a movie like Precious crosses racial boundaries.

The 'weight' of movies like Precious typically haunts me psychological for months. What's Love Got to Do with It is an accurate mirror into the life of Tina Turner - but sitting through the early years biography was tough. Yes, based on a true story according to Tina…not Ike: "I never hit Tina." But, the images of the beatings and rape have never left my mind. Therefore, I have vowed to never watch it again.

The same reflective feelings are there for every single movie that sick-minded individual, Quentin Tarantino, makes. One viewing of Pulp Fiction was enough for me to band my soul from his mind creations.

Soul is where so many actors pull from to make their characters real. Many do such a magnificent job movie-goers have to literally separate character from person doing the acting. I am so glad I can do that with Tyler Perry's depiction of http://www.yorkblog.com/flipside/madea_gun2.jpeg. For years now despite my joy for his success, I have held such disdain for him playing a violently angry black woman.

I must admit it appeared Mo’Nique reached deep to attain her Oscar winning moment. Her in that jail house scarf was enough for me to reach for the DVD remote. I did not press stop, I sacrificially endured. I sacrificed my emotional healthiness. Unfortunately, the nightmares have begun. The same toss and turning script that played out as a result of watching Training Day (one of the only movies that I do not own with Denzel as the lead actor) are with me. The day time dreaming and visions are overwhelming too.

Dreams can be beneficial. They actually can restore faith and generate faith. According to dream interpretation experts, dreams are reflections of our subconscious. If that is the case my conscious is polluted. Full of garbage!

Faith is what I develop when I see movies like Invictus. Morgan Freedom did a superb job playing the character of one of the world's symbols of liberation, Mandela. He was not an evil parent or a dirty cop. His depiction was one I respect. One that awakes me at night with good thoughts.

I am still thinking:

Is Mo’Nique's most recent success worthy of Hattie McDaniel’s seal of approval?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3hpmgn7Q30&feature=player_embedded

Perhaps, I should stop making 'things' so RACE important. Perhaps, I should stop holding myself and others to the standard of “being a credit to my race”. Perhaps, I should ignore the conclusions one can formulate after considering the other two main characters in the movie Precious are light skin.

Why does the 'brute' of movies have to always be of darker skin tone? Why do the pathetic have to be of darker skin tone?

“Brian, you have trouble with these movies because you are combating a successful systematically institutionalized hatred. Hatred that plagues you on the daily. Black people cannot escape it.”
–One of Only a Few Friends I have Remaining

Brian E. Payne thinking too much. Not inspired by Chris Rock palming the behind of Gabourey Sidibe, http://necolebitchie.com/tag/chris-rock-gabby-sidibe. He would not have felt comfortable enough to do that to Sandra Bullock’s buttocks.

Student Protest...Not at HBCU's

Most of my adult life I have yearned for The People to take a stand. A few weeks ago I mentioned to a friend - "I am in the right place - but my mentality and drive are seated in 1960’s rebellion...therefore I am in the wrong era. I should have been on the front lines with the Black Panthers of the world."


When I saw thousands of students shutting down highways, sitting-in at state capitol buildings, and taking over university administration buildings I was pleased. Wanting to be there! And, thinking that the social indictment of today's young people is not completely true e.g. socially irresponsible.

http://www.cnn.com/2010/US/03/03/education.protest/?hpt=C1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GfDlogicX1o  

This is what we need: Men and women standing up for what no one can take away, Education. Fighting for what was once considered a crime if you were black, Trying to be Educated.

The recent multi million dollar cutbacks in the United States’ government educational system is an onslaught on the future of this nation.

"What are you without a well-fed brain?" –Mary McLeod-Bethune

It is evident politicians from all walks of life are forgetting where they started:

At a House of Learning

I am proud. I am pleased with the student rebels:

http://s2.webstarts.com/saveuog/uploads/Student-Protest-at-UC-Berkeley_1.jpg

I have said time and time again, "Only in America." Only in America is education devalued so much so that it is sliced and diced up to the point of intellectual bankruptcy.

Bankruptcy is where several HBUC’s have been heading for years. Thankfully, some may have been saved by Obama to Sign Executive Order Supporting HBCUs. Another commitment our president has made to black people. However, what disturbed me as I watched the news last night was the lack of black students in the protesting crowds. To help support my observation I called A & T State University, Howard University, FAMU, Hampton University, and Morehouse College this morning to verify if a student protest occurred on yesterday’s magnificently orchestrated nationwide Day of Protest. As I figured, after I asked, “Were there any student marches/round tables held on campus yesterday to protest state and federal educational cutbacks?” Response: “No”.

Jay-Z concert was well attended by black students nationwide…

These men are so unpleased:

http://paxarcana.files.wordpress.com/2007/11/dubois.jpg

http://www.africawithin.com/bios/booker/booker_washington5.jpg

Brian E. Payne loving meaningful civil unrest, deploring my people’s 21st century collective attitude toward education.

Without Daddy

I took a glance at the stats below, and thought: ‘Dang, where in the heck are black fathers.’ A natural response from many when one comes across percentages related to fathers? After verifying the information the real reality came to me again: The numbers include white men too. Then I thought, considering white men are among the majority population they are the ones leading the abandonment of children pack. There is no way African American men in the United States solely ‘owns’ this epidemic. A perceived black epidemic?


Without sounding like I am defending myself…considering I am a father living outside the home: Is it a guarantee that children will fall victim by the stats below if Daddy is not in the home? I must say, as I think about the countless men and women I know whose daddy was in the home, that an in home daddy or not children are susceptible to all of the below. Actually, when I think about it. The countless men and women I know who had the “traditional” upbringing have just as many problems as I do/did while growing up. Does this mean I should discount the traditionalism of Mommy and Daddy as a parenting unit? No. I will not discount it – but I do know for a fact men/women with daddy in the home are much like children of preachers: Many of them are completely jacked-up. That’s the word…Not mine!

Also, we must be vigilant in eradicating the misconception of Daddy Gone as an exclusive black issue. The numbers don’t lie; white men are MIA too…So thankful when I can strip the pristine-ness from Mr. White Man.

Also, I am convinced a father staying in the home when each day is H*ll is dangerous – and is more likely to create child monsters.

The Facts

43% of US children live without their father [US Department of Census]

90% of homeless and runaway children are from fatherless homes [US D.H.H.S., Bureau of the Census]

80% of rapists motivated with displaced anger come from fatherless homes [Criminal Justice & Behavior, Vol 14, pp. 403-26, 1978]

71% of pregnant teenagers lack a father [U.S. Department of Health and Human Services press release, Friday, March 26, 1999]

63% of youth suicides are from fatherless homes [US D.H.H.S., Bureau of the Census]

85% of children who exhibit behavioral disorders come from fatherless homes [Center for Disease Control]

90% of adolescent repeat arsonists live with only their mother [Wray Herbert, “Dousing the Kindlers,” Psychology Today, January, 1985, p. 28]

71% of high school dropouts come from fatherless homes [National Principals Association Report on the State of High Schools]

75% of adolescent patients in chemical abuse centers come from fatherless homes [Rainbows f for all God’s Children]

70% of juveniles in state operated institutions have no father [US Department of Justice, Special Report, Sept. 1988]

85% of youths in prisons grew up in a fatherless home [Fulton County Georgia jail populations, Texas Department of Corrections, 1992]

Fatherless boys and girls are twice as likely to drop out of high school; twice as likely to end up in jail; four times more likely to need help for emotional or behavioral problems. [US D.H.H.S. news release, March 26, 1999]

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Another Case of Black Hypocrisy

I am discovering with the election of the first black president that black people are not playing by the Rules of Fairness. This behavior has been justified as; 'it' (mistreatment/racism/discrimination) is/was done to us so - why should we be fair? Well, this behavior is now worn boastfully on the sleeves of Black Americans.

Some believe America’s system has been unfair to black people. I understand that rational. I agree with it in many ways. Many!

http://www.rosenblumtv.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/slavery-in-america.jpg http://revivingrights.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/police-brutality-small.jpg http://brotherpeacemaker.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/sean-bell-protest.jpg http://www.thetalentshow.org/images/katrina_flood_32.jpg

Inconsequently, it should not be used as a justification to initiate an injustice.

The recent Sprite Step Show saga (White Sorority Shares Step Show Prize After Internet Stir) ... is bigger than what's on the surface and/or bigger than what some black people have regulated to: Minutia.

(Check out the white girl’s performance that initially won them the prize until the “stir”):

http://muatatruthtelling.blogspot.com/2010/02/white-sorority-rocked-it.html

It would be an ALARMING story of racism if the tables were turned.

Black people should not under any circumstances use pathetic tendencies (unrighteous retribution) to support hypocrisy. This is the hypocrisy that I am frustrated with to the utmost… because well-meaning black people fought tirelessly to eradicate injustice. We still are in many ways - but then we (too many black people) are silent when innocent white girls are treated unjustly. Ain't right - and I will not be silent while blacks are collectively silent. Nope not me! I will always call them/us out...as I do white people who live in their racism - and I have always challenged the government of the United States when/if policies/legislation is bias.

In this case blacks are using their ‘affects’ of white racism to justify their racism. Is that righteousness? Is it what Martin wanted? Is it what Malcolm ultimately wanted in his last days? Is it what Mandela wants?

Black folk are not holding up the Banner of Justice on this one. So, it is bigger than who won. Who lost. Who gotta share the prize. This is a matter of principle where black people are not Sounding the Alarm.

An alarm that should have been pulled when President Obama was un-presidential while in a communicative back-and-forth with John McCain at the Health Care Summit (political theater http://muatatruthtelling.blogspot.com/2010/02/theater-at-its-best.html).

Obama vs. McCain, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MTWLfqREus

If the president was George W. Bush or some other white man and McCain was a black congressman (during this exchange) black people would be pissed by the level of disrespect President Obama displayed when addressing Senator John McCain e.g. countless interruptions and the arrogant reminder that the "campaign is over".

Written by Brian E. Payne. Inspired by Black Hypocrisy at its BEST!

Theater at its Best?

The Alvin Ailey American Dance Theater is on tour. A few years ago I had the privilege to see the magnificent performance. The grace, skill, detail, and commitment to perfection is amazing. Nothing like I have ever seen in my lifetime. Hands Down!

Theater appears to be extremely popular of late. Yesterday the Japanese man behind the Toyota brand was on Capitol Hill issuing a scripted justification – and making a hopefully sincere apology to the world for Toyota’s recent vehicle problems.

As Mr. Aiko Toyoda read his opening statement I could not help but have compassion for him as he sat in a room with mostly white men who were ready to cut his throat. Ready to ‘act’ in what I believe to be a mockery. Political Theater!

Today, The White House with its head of the dysfunctional household, President Obama, discussed health care on national television. All major news networks are covering the “summit”. As a matter of fact when the chat session was on, I walked in a Goodwill store to shop for a few clothing items. Saw a nice coat for my son. Doubt he will like it, not “urban” enough. I finally made it to the electronic department. Guess what? The Health Care Summit was on all televisions. I stood there watching for a total of 15 minutes while Hispanic men and women walked pass me un-phased by the theater. Good for them!

I later went back to my office in the Career Services Division of Goodwill. There were approximately 20 men/women in the spacious lounge area waiting to interview for 1 job. All were dressed to the T! All looked good. Fresh hair cuts. Fresh perms. Fresh suits.

I decided to abandon my work for another moment. I approached a prim and proper brotha. After we traded greetings (so nice that black men can be pleasant to each other, unlike black women), He asked me, "Brotha, what do you do here...I need a job? You look important." I told him what I did for a living at this stage in my life – and I definitely assured him that I am not “important”. He continued without appearing to be ‘desperate’ like so many of the unemployed, "I need health insurance. I have not taken my cholesterol medication in a week. I feel my blood pressure rising. I just want to work and be healthy."

Work and be healthy…

That’s it! But, for some sickly pathetic reason the United States government cannot deliver for this man. Cannot assist him! Yes, we have a responsibility to put forth effort to be employed and be healthy. I am aware of that “pull yourself up by your bootstraps” mentality. I agree with it, actually. My only concern is that the elected officials ‘acting’ today on Capitol Hill do not have an on-going clue what the brotha is facing: Possible interview rejection, a blow to his ego, no job to tell his wife and kids about, and no way to get that pill that keeps him from having a stroke.

People are dying while a Republican rudely interrupts a Democrat. People are dying as a liberal nods off while a conservative speaks - during the Political Theater of today.

Written by Brian E. Payne. Inspired by the Spanish speaking man who stood in front of the Goodwill used tube televisions, and said:

Que perdida de tiempo

White Sorority ROCKED IT

I ain't believing it...I typically get extremely annoyed after 5 minutes of a step performance. Not this time. These Susies BROUGHT IT! Or, did they win because this was 'different', white girls steppin'? I could not stop watching.

http://newsone.com/nation/casey-gane-mccalla/white-sorority-wins-sp...

Lord...Blacks are losing their grip on steppin'. What is the world coming to? I would be embarrassed to wear my letters. If I paid to get some..LOL!

I can't stop laughing...

Brian E. Payne

President Obama's Final Push, HIS Final Push

*Picture: Tune in Thursday for the latest hurdle. It will be televised.

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2010/02/22/AR2010022201731.html?hpid=topnews

http://www.whitehouse.gov/health-care-meeting

Our President finally stepped-up on the ongoing saga, Health Care Reform.

IMO he has taken too long to put his imprint on the bill.

In the beginning he literally told Congress, ‘Go get me a bill.’ What…? He left it up to them idiots? I could not believe it – and when I voiced my disbelief in the form of challenging his leadership capabilities I decided to gauge the thoughts of others. So, I sent a blazing commentary challenging the President’s ability to lead. None of the Barack Obama cheerleaders were feeling my opinion. Don’t blame - them considering they have invested all themselves in the Power of the Messiah.

Today, after reading that President Barack Obama and his White House staff wrote a new health care reform bill I wanted to modestly remind my critics that this is something I said he needed to do initially as The Leader. My way of saying, ‘I told you so!’

Click on the Comments icon to read how those folk with the mud in their face justified themselves.

Brian E. Payne gloating.

Runaway Zebra Captured On Downtown Connector - News Story - WSB ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6amXWlfCHSo

The Zebra was doing what we all should be trying to do: BE FREE.

As The Zebra galloped down Atlanta's busy highway we watched in amazement. Rubber-necking. Thinking about the bizarre-ness of the scene. Holding-up traffic, wishing we could be out of it. But, wondering why the striped creature was out of its caged environment.

I stopped "wondering" when The Zebra was cornered by humans. It was at that very moment that I felt sorry for God's creation: HUMANS. It was also at that moment, as I watched the ridiculousness from afar (live television), that I began to desperately yearn for freedom. Free of my complex schedule. Free of authority. Free of all my self-imposed vices.

We are not free! Sitting in traffic, texting, FaceBooking, arguing, and rushing to no place are only a few impediments that hinders what we think we have: FREEDOM.

Hopefully, we learned/re-learned something from The Zebra. I did.

Lord, continue to place us in the midst of humility so that we can 'see' more Zebras.

Written by Brian E. Payne

***THE APOLOGY***

Seriously? Tiger is going to apologize? For what? To who? Who does he owe an apology outside the countless walls of his Florida home? Besides that blonde head blue or hazel-eyed trophy wife?

Some will immediately say, 'to the kids who looked up to him.' Again, really?

Do we honestly think the average kid gives a damn that Tiger was out banging any and every non-black woman he came across? H*ll, most male teenagers were high-fiving when they heard about his exploits! He got 'man points' for his behavior!

Not, that he deserved the accolades. I do wish sometimes that I had his stamina…LOL!

What did we expect from America when this went down, when he got caught-up? I will answer that:

*Ridicule (endless jokes)
*Judgment (deserved)
*A Demanded Apology (Wow! From Americans?)

The apology to the cease pool that created him is on its way. 11AM sharp Friday! No questions will be permitted. I guess now those pathetic Americans needing an 'I am sorry' will be satisfied...without anything changing.

He still a Tiger!

America makes you, glorifies you, uses you for its selfish insecurities, enables you, humiliates you, then forgives you as long as you sit in front of a camera and further make an azz out of yourself.

I just love this place…

www.theshadowseries.blogspot.com

Corrupt Black Caucus

http://www.thegrio.com/opinion/corruption-in-the-congressional-black-caucus-threatens-african-americans.php

I have really wanted to NOT believe this for years. I did everything I could to avoid the issue out of fear that my suspicions would be validated. I needed this commentary to motivate me to be fair. To continue to be critical of black leadership. As it stands black leadership is no different than the corrupt white leadership. The Good Ole Boys Club is in the black culture too. As a black man who stands for the empowerment of blacks worldwide, I am deeply disturbed...by something I knew to be true for years. Disappointing! Who will do right by black people? Who?

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Georgia Cheating Scandal

It appears most of the cheating went on in predominantly black counties. Metro counties. At least that’s the way it looks. Disappointing. Someone please dispute my findings. Tell me I am wrong!

What does this mean? Are black children ill-prepared? Are they, as stats prove, not efficient at taking standardized test? Are the teachers not productive/efficient in preparing the students as the other county teachers? Help…

This has been in the news for quite some time. I stayed away from the subject because I was preoccupied with what I would discover…

http://www.ajc.com/news/georgia-crct-cheating-scandal-295376.html

Brian E. Payne sharing.

According to a recent article in School Library Journal, a huge percentage of high school students–95%!!!–say they have cheated at some point in school. Their definitions of cheating ranged from allowing other students to copy their homework to cheating on tests. The statistics come from Donald McCabe, a professor of management and global business at Rutgers University. McCabe has been surveying college students for eighteen years and high school students for six years. His high school results come from surveys of 24,000 students in 70,000 schools. Sixty-four percent of students report serious cheating on tests, including copying from someone else, helping someone else cheat, or using cheat notes. Fifty-eight percent of students admitted plagiarizing. Many students were caught cheating primarily because they bragged about their skill at beating the system.

John Mayer's Playboy Interview Causes Uproar Online:

http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1631667/20100210/mayer_john.jhtml

A Black Woman Responds:

http://www.salon.com/news/race/index.htmlstory=/mwt/broadsheet/feature/2010/02/11/john_mayer_black_women

The response was shared with me and few of my friends. The title of the email subject is, A Good Read. Of course I clicked on the link. Love “A Good Read”! Turns out I was applauded by the black female’s response. I read. Re-read. After the second read it was confirmed that I was disgusted with the lame insecure response from a woman calling herself God’s most beautiful creature.

Click on the Comments icon. A group of REAL black women respond.

Brian E. Payne sharing.

Abortion is a “human activity" utilized by black women?

Seeking the Female Perspective

I want your thoughts. Need them...http://newsone.com/nation/news-one-staff/black-children-are-endangered-species-says-billboard/

Endangered Species - a species at risk of extinction because of human activity, changes in climate, changes in predator-prey ratios, etc., esp. when officially designated as such by a governmental agency such as the U.S.

I guess one of the "human activities" is abortion? What does the first part of the definition imply in the context of black women?

I can think of several other human activities related to black males...

*Injustice that leads to incarceration
*Police brutality that leads to murder
*Down Low activity that eventually comes to light (Is this one a stretch?)

Let me know what you think.

The Numbers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rG94YKnzSdI&feature=player_embedded

Genocide?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GfFVKqHWJU0&feature=fvw

Abortion is a female discussion that needs be a topic for female round tables not white men on Capitol Hill! Right?

Brian E. Payne sharing.