Thursday, May 20, 2010
My Love Affair is Over
Nothing or anyone has captured and maintained my elusive attention like her. She was consistent. Always interesting. Stimulating. Intriguing. Mind boggling. On countless occasions she left me with that glaze of confused expression. That umm/eyes rolling in my head look. I just could not get enough. Our intimate encounters were so passionate. Tingling. She always made me euphorically orgasmic. After experiencing her, it was a guaranteed good sleep. One and done!
When she sporadically changed up our meeting times I willingly complied. That was surprising to me considering I am a man who likes a strict obsessive compulsive routine.
She, at times, got me in trouble with my main woman - but I did not care. No feelings of guilt! She was well worth the arguments and threats of break-up. I loved her. I cherished our time. She helped me grow.
Twenty years of 'relationship'. TWENTY...Sometimes openly. Sometimes in secret. Twenty years of love, and not one argument. Not one bad word. I yearned for her because of our compatibility. That randomly singular – but more significant quality than love that many couples do not possess.
All good things must come to end. The chapter is over. The book is complete. My love thang is departing. Her time with me is up. We are done.
She will be missed. Yeah, I will see her here and there – but nothing is like the anticipation of seeing her anew.
How I will miss the hard-on she helped generate. So pulsating. So intense.
Law and Order's last and final season episode airs next week.
Loving Law and Order. There is and will never be anything like her…One would not believe the love making and jump-offs I passed-up to be with Law and Order.
Brian E. Payne sharing.