He who truly searches for the TRUTH will find it. Once it is found prepare to be changed forever. -The Freedom Chaser
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
The State of the Union Playground
Thought about something today while driving home from school.
The State of the Union...will I watch?
Why should I spend a hour watching grown people behavior like kids? Think about this analogy. Kids on the playground typical congregate with other kids who accept them...value them for who they are. They align themselves with like-minded individuals. It is extremely rare that a kid hangs out with kids who detest him/her. Rare!
On one side of the playground there is the Left group. Let's call them the Democrats. On another side of the playground there is the Right group...and they ALWAYS believe that they are RIGHT. Let's refer to them as the Republicans. There is also a 'fringe' group of children (Tea Party) in the far FAR corner of the playground playing. Next to the swing set on the playground there are the bleeding heart liberals. The Peace Corps types. To their right there are the Christian conservatives. They are so full of that damn Jesus with their 'Right and Wrong Mantra'. Then there are the level-minded kids...these are the most decisive of all the groups. They are standing together by they soccer field. We will tag them as Independents.
There will be the popular kid (President Obama) trying his best to rally the kids on the playground (in the Capitol Chamber). The popular kid is in the middle of the playground speaking. He may crack a joke - and the other kids aligned with him will breakout in laughter (stand and applaud) while the kids who don't like the popular kid will not laugh (remain seated).
This is the United States of America. A big ass Playground with kids.
Hell no I ain't watching. I will have to experience this immaturity tomorrow during recess ------ BUT I will be among those who are suppose to be childish!
Muata Nowe
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Police, Black People and Fear
There has been a windfall of conversation, civil
disobedience and unlawful protest in response to the police and their responses
to behavior or actions that's perceived as aggressively
non-compliant.
When a police officer gives a command the first
response for many: Why? The ‘why’ is present even if the citizen is ‘in the wrong’. The ‘why’ is not only an
inquisitorial response; it is the beginning of defiant behavior.
How many of us have been caught doing something that
we should not have been doing, and with emphatic tenacity became impudent? How
many of us have been ‘in the right’ –
and became indignant because the accusation of wrongdoing was unjustified…had
no basis or validity?
No matter the reasoning associated with the
reaction, a police officer more than likely will respond with aggression – and
in most situations the protect & serve hostility is the initial stages of
defense…the belligerence from the policeman is a defense mechanism which is primarily
issued verbally to incite fear and to protect his/her life – not disrespect. That
instance of innocent fear baiting and premeditated control induction will
eventually be owned by the citizen who may or may not be In the Wrong.
Simply put, the presence of The Police produces uneasiness
and fear…especially for black people. And, NO, it is not because blacks are
always Guilty of Something (as if
black skin is innately connected to law breaking activity).
Unfortunately, the situation…the atmospheric energy
in those fragile moments are add-ons to the bellicosity…the air has been
polluted with citizenry indignation and authority figure haughtiness. The one
in suspicion is rightfully irritated and the cop is rightly overzealous.
Again, the police officer’s intention is to shock
the accused…to produce temporary paralysis in an effort to control the
situation. He is seeking complete compliance - and he most likely does not care
if you are in the right or wrong. He needs to control the confrontation. Questions
of clarity are secondary which should be clear indication that the cop is
simply trying to protect his life while experiencing the same fear that he has
help conjure within the accused.
Isn’t it interesting that this training manual scare
tactic does not produce the desired result?
When I was a preteen my
friends and I would take off running at the sight of The Boys in Blue. We
literally would run…RUN as if we were frightened…RUN as if the shoplifting of
Snicker and Milky Way bars at Mobile Mart and Three R's had finally caught up
with us...RUN as if the cops were again strolling through the projects with
handcuffs in hand seeking to arrest the black juveniles.
On the surface we were
not afraid. Going to jail was an multiple choice for us like spending our young
adult lives working at a furniture factory was an option. College was never an option for me personal, I just so happen to be
good at running and jumping...like most "niggers".
Subconsciously,
we were terrified of the police but as I sit here in contemplation I have no
idea why we were afraid. It was as if we -with youthful charisma- created the
terror...the scary drama.
Regardless, the questions were abound...Why are the
cops here? What did we do? Who called the cops? Did Shirley, the owner of Three
R's, see us stealing the chocolate bars?
At the time..in those childlike moments we did not
consciously identify the terror as a generational trait…as a characteristic of
The Black Experience that has been cultivated by our past and present.
Men and women of African ancestry have been running
from the slave hunter…the police for years. Not exclusively to when we were in
trouble or when we did something unlawful. The black man has been on the run
from capture every since he became property that needed containment. When he
escaped he had to be on the lookout understanding that the hunter was always
lurking…when he became free he had to be on the lookout understanding that
freedom for him was/is temporary. Arrest has forever been a reality or near
real circumstance for black people for the longest time. And, if we choose to
believe that the fear of the Arresting Officer (the hunter) has been removed
from our generational DNA we are among the foolishly misinformed!
Lastly, what is the origin of this complexity that
has most recently resulted in the death of two unarmed overweight dark skin black
men?
Racism?
The obvious has been irresponsibly projected…stated
over and over again: the white cop is a racist…he does not regard black life
like it matters.
Subconsequently, in the moment…in that moment of
distress I find it extremely difficult for any human being let alone a police
officer to conjure the following
prejudice, discrimination, or antagonism directed against someone of
a different race based on the belief that one's own race is superior. -Racism
defined
It is mostly fear, people! The same fear that has
plagued African slaves and Hunters for decades.
Muata
Nowe
Sunday, November 23, 2014
If the Prosecution has decided that there was
Probable Cause, why was the case given to a grand jury? I will tell you why.
But first let's define:
Probable Cause
"Apparent
facts discovered through logical inquiry that would lead a reasonably
intelligent and prudent person to believe that an accused person has committed
a crime, thereby warranting his or her prosecution, or that a Cause of Action
has accrued, justifying a civil lawsuit."
Please focus on the word Cause...then think about
the Action that was taken to terminate Michael Brown. Remember, the Action had
a Cause. So, if there was a reasoning (Cause) for the Action taken, why didn't
the Police, Detectives, Investigators, and Prosecution determine/conclude that
there was a Probable Cause. I will tell you why.
When a controversial case is given to a grand jury
it typically means that the Prosecution has 'politically' decided not to get
involved. It is the Prosecution's way of passing the buck. It is the
Prosecution's way also of securing a ruling that will be in favor of the
Prosecution's friends, The Police.
When there is probable cause there is a possibility
that the Prosecution will lose their case. That's the way it should be...a
Possibility should be granted…given a Chance on both sides of the law.
But here is the Reality: when it is all said and
done, it is about appearances, politics and winning & losing.
The justice system of the United States of America
becomes flawed when the very essence of the system is not utilized, a Jury.
A jury should be deciding the fate of the man that
gave birth to the Probable Cause.
Anything else -like this sham for a decision
rendering body- The Grand Jury, is an unjustifiable tool that rarely favors the
victim of the Action taken...especially a young black man who has lived-up to
the depiction of an overweight bully.
Muata Nowe
*While
we wait on the Grand Jury's decision NOT to indict the Shooter let us be at
peace and later in peaceful protest. Looting, stealing, fighting, disrespecting
the police is NOT the solution when in fact nothing has been done enough
internally to heal the ills of the reasons Michael Brown had prior incidents
with the law...Blacks have not done enough*
Friday, June 06, 2014
The Compliment
I received the BEST compliment this morning.
A woman who I see almost every morning asked an individual who knows me,
"Is he homeless?
The man I know informed me what she asked after she left the building. He said he told her,
"No. He is not homeless. Why you ask?"
The woman responded,
"Well, he is always around. I see him walking a lot or riding a bike. He also has a kid with him sometimes...pushing the younger one in a jogging stroller. I saw him walking with a boy too. I guess the boy is his son...the boy was riding a scooter. He always has on torn up jeans or ruined cargo shorts. And, he is always at the grocery store either reading or on the computer in the Starbucks section. You know, homeless people hangout in coffee shops. He stays well-groomed - but there are a lot homeless men who keep up their facial hair."
The man said he laughed and walked away.
Why is this my BEST compliment?
Because I want to live/have a simple life free of all the crap that identified me by some as "wealthy and highly educated". Yeah...I would prefer simplicity over wealth. I would like to be known as intelligent but humble with my intelligence. Besides, internet is free at Starbucks...it is comfortable...I get free sample cups of coffee...clothes are overrated (would rather be naked or only wear my favorite items)...walking/riding a bike is healthier...spending time with children is beneficial in so many ways...reading expands the mind and has the ability to temporarily 'free' man/woman from their predicaments.
I Shall Be Free One Day...
Looking for a book.
Muata Nowe
Wednesday, May 07, 2014
Who We Are...
We MUST begin to view ourselves as NOT an innocently special people...NOT as an unique or chosen people of a higher moral disposition. We must stop viewing ourselves as victims that behave badly because The White Power Structure poisoned us...I don't know not one white person that contributed to any of my poor decisions. We are the same people that behave as evil describes. Many of us (blacks) see ourselves as innocent learners of evil that was presented to us by The White Man. It is sickening, embarrassing and ancestral demeaning how many times I have heard, "The white man taught us this...he is the reason we act so bad. He is the reason we don't have a pot to piss in. He taught us how to kill each other. He gave us crack and malt liquor." This thinking is shallow and it KEEPS us from addressing who and what we are. We are Human Beings. Where is the accountability for what we have become? Face it: We are humans that have the same EVIL and satan-laced motivations as every man/woman on this earth.
Muata Nowe
Friday, February 21, 2014
Dear Malcolm
Dear
Malcolm,
I
write this letter to remind you of my allegiance to you...I share this moment
with you to praise you for setting the example; for being a man when not many
others would...I write this letter to pay homage to the legacy you left behind
for us to revere - and sadly for some to distort. I share this moment with you
to convey my respect, and to articulate my present thoughts/concerns.
In
so many ways we need you, Malcolm. On the surface we appear to be doing quite
well. Not sure if you have heard/been informed, the United States of America
elected a black man to be president. Like you, I never thought this would be a
reality. Not sure if you have heard/been informed, black men and women are
CEO's of several major companies within the USA. Like you, I never thought this
would be a reality.
We
are doing quite well for ourselves bearing in mind we are considered by Jamie
Fox to be "the most talented people in the world". Like you, I have always
known that we were talented. Like you would have more than likely been-
IRRITATED -when you hear/heard Mr. Fox's declaration over and over again while
watching an African American ‘oriented’ television network. Yes, Malcolm we
have a television station dedicated to our TV-watching pleasures and desires.
There is even a news broadcast that focuses on our issues. Jamie Fox, the
comedian, singer and actor made his pronouncement after receiving an award. An
award that was given to him by the organization that you more than likely still
consider to be a preposterous representation of the opposite of your thought
process, Black Nationalism.
If
I may, what are your thoughts on the comment, "black people are the most talented people in the world"?
Like you, I have always believed, there is significance behind a man's words. Jamie's
words have resounded with me over the past few weeks. Each and every time I
hear the words, I conclude that Mr. Fox is referring to our talents that please
the superficial senses of men/women. He is speaking of the African American's
music, acting and athletic faculties. Not our intellectual dexterity/accolades.
Like you are probably, I am offended by his words. What about our accomplishments
in the areas of math and science. Why do we have to be the talented
entertainers...the porch monkeys?
Perhaps,
Jamie Fox was in the moment. Not really thinking about what we should be
celebrating during Black History Month.
I
am not certain - but I know one thing - you are wondering when we will heed to
your words...when will we finally utilize our bents to build a nation within a
nation like our Asian, Latino and African brothers and sisters?
Brother
Malcolm, you are missed - and on this day of acknowledgement of your brutal
assassination I come to you in remembrance...remembering what you believed:
The Black Man/Woman will never be respected until we prove to the
world that we are more than entertainers...until we reclaim our remarkable heritage...until
we stop killing each other like those black men killed you on this dreadful
day, February 21, 1965.
Remembering
you in word and photo,
Muata
Nowe
Friday, October 04, 2013
25yrs ago I decided to attend HPC. It was High Point COLLEGE at the time. Now it is the highly acclaimed High Point University. 20yrs ago I graduated from HPU. My classmates and I were the FIRST to hold the University title. We attended college but came out university graduates. I am significantly proud of that accomplishment. When I entered I had no expectation to graduate...I was there to be a hurdler. If you know my story, you know that I lived up to that status. A hurdler. Over the years I have acquired several titles and statuses. But the one I cherish the most this weekend is Graduate. As my fellow classmates, other HPU graduates from different years and current students (my niece) celebrate their accomplishment I hope they understand that life is good...I hope they understand that life can be one way one day and completely different the next. I stand in that locale of 'different the next day'. While my education and training prepared me to not only be a productive citizen of the world I also have become a symbol of an American Nightmare. Again if you know my story, you know my current life positioning. I thank High Point University for helping me to become a man, a steward of humanity, a lover of internationalism, a reader & writer, a conservative value holder, a lover of classical and aged jazz music, a world class hurdler, a non-racist, a seeker of religious truth, a critical thinker and a father. So my, HPU Alumni, toast for me...pour out a little Mad Dog 20/20 on my behalf in my absence from celebrating those 20 years (absent as a result of the Nightmare)...most importantly do not take your education for granted. It was well worth the 4...in my case 5 years. Panther PRIDE. No regrets!!
Muata Nowe
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Yes...He was Black
Okay...black people. He was black. Stop pretending like you are not aware that black people are capable of mass shootings...violent gunman rampages. If we kill each other at the rate that we do in Chicago, Atlanta, Philadelphia, and other so called urban hubs we are definitely capable of blasting up a navy yard...or is there a 'reason' that I am missing for blacks killing each other like we are in a war. Note how the black blogs/media sites are NOT all over this story. If anything, the black media/writers/commentators NEED to start another dialogue pertaining to Aaron Alexis's mental state.
Muata Nowe
Thursday, May 30, 2013
For
years now I have been particularly concerned about the fast deterioration of
moral fortitude which is one of the numerous reasons why I answered my Calling
to preach; and later rebuked it.
The
decay is ever-present within today’s generation of tech savvy Smartphone
carrying men and women who lack the ability to speak properly, dress with a
level of respect that honors their families, behave with dignity, count the
correct change without a cash register, and tell time with an analog clock, not
digital.
Generation
after generation there has been a desired probability of Life getting better. After
the Civil Rights Movement there was a huge expectation for a dawn of a new and
better day, not only for African Americans but for all the people who found
themselves under the heel of Western discrimination and domination. Better in the sense of humans choosing
to make decisions that do not negate humanity’s purpose.
The
Change has not come. Day after day…newscast after newscast we are relentlessly
and indiscriminately polluted by the efforts of an irresponsible news media with
atrocities that defines and legitimizes our unwillingness to live by traditions
that exalt morality.
Just
this past week an African maniac with a British accent boldly claimed Allah
instructed him to take a life.
What
makes a man use a vehicle as a weapon to run over another man? What makes God’s
supreme creation stab, cut, and decapitate another human being? The excuse the devilishly
misguided man prefaced in his Jihadist Old Testament scripture laced rant is
terrorism e.g. Matthew 5:38-48.
I agree
the actions of these two demented men caused and promote terror. But, why is
terrorism the reason proclaimed for the evil-intent that wrongfully subsists in
the hearts of God’s Creations? Why…?
Is this
really an incident triggered by a need to impose lex talionis?
Some will
give credence to mental illness…others will remind us that Man has always been
violent and prone to malevolent behavior. If this is the case, why are we
living? What is the purpose of getting up each day knowing that Man is a voided
soul that uses popular justifications
for his shortage of morals?
‘This is just the way it is,
Muata.’
Really…?
Is this what I have to look forward to as I get older? If so, I am prepared to
die today – I and wholeheartedly primed to take my life…eliminate myself from
this lawless arroyo. Even in our desperation to defeat…Purge our demons, humans
once again will in-motion picture promote Man’s self-induced demise:
And, what
about my children? How do I explain to them that God created Man and Woman, but
allows Man and Woman to emotionally and physically choke the Life out of each
other?
Should I
tell them that Man has made his bed…deathbed? How should I expound on the
insightful inquisitives of a child? When should I inform my children that it
appears Living will be riddled with disappointment and horrible tragedy? How
will I impart bravery (like displayed in the photograph below) in the Face of
Death?
What
should my response be to my child who will eventually look up at me and ask,
‘Daddy, why are
humans so cruel to each other?’
My
response will be short:
‘Man…Male has destroyed human
creation. God has nothing to do with the misfortune that occurs in this world.
Man is the reason for the ongoing self-destruction. You live a life that’s
divinely expected, and then hope and pray the ‘reasons’ for wicked irrational
behavior is not blamed on a tough childhood. And finally, please believe in the
Power of Decision. Despite what others my say and believe, Decision is what you
have before any negative action.’
Muata Nowe
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